Hi, some of you may remember me

I dunno how welcome Ill be here I know I confused a lot of people.
I wanted to put an end to some strange things being said with an even stranger truth.
I spent many years with Gwen and she has been the best friend I could ask for.

I spent a long time going to doctors and taking medicine of all types to try and control a disorder I have.
The medicines made things worse and I wrote a letter saying that in one year should I not get better and continue to make her life hard she should remove me from the family unit and take me back onto the mountains where I am from to find myself.

She did just that one year later she woke me up showed me the letter and carried me to the hills and left me.
I have not seen her since.

Since then I have cut my hair started using herbs and have been living the life of a monk trying to get things back in the place they should be in my person and my spirituality and its been working.

I did not pull any plug or delete anything I was woke and have been living off the land with no internet except a netting around my bed to keep out the bugs.

Ive been working seven days a week delivering pizza "the only job I could find".
Anyway long story short I wanted to say that the whole {AR} thing was never about me or gwen or even l3nny or fr2ak.
It was and is about the people, People who just want decent people to play and socialize with.
It shouldnt hinge on any one person.
I am happy to see the community has persavered.

I no longer have access to the paypal the dave@oceanstarr.com or the {AR}Ghost in the forums.acidrainclan.com.

I work most of the time and honestly the only thing i care about in life is making things right with Gwen ( whom I may never see again ).

I just wanted to explain and tip my hat to the resourcefull members who refuse to go quietly into the night.
I am www.Xanga.com/clawingbear

And I am glad to have gotten to experience {AR}

Hey wait, I think I remember you...

Good to have some news from you.

wb in the net world filled with AR geeks!

Hi Dave,

nice to hear something from you, i hope everything turns out okay now

every human being has some difficult time to go trough, but in the end everything will be so much better!

Good to see you're still alive and well. From your blog, it sounds like you got a nice new laptop. If you ever get time, maybe come play a few maps with us for old time sake.

Hey Dave,good to hear from you,I know i can say theres no hard feelings at all towards you,just many huge thx for starting all this.Hope you find what you need in life,your always welcome here.

Yes good to hear you are on a good path leading you trew the mountains into...that remains to be seen.
Stick around Dave!
All the best!

hey nice to you hear something from you and yes indeed thanks for starting this great community

but next time let us know something oke?

have a !belgian beer on me ;-)

its been nice to hear from you again, i hope that everything turns out well for you.

nice to hear from you dave...hope everything goes well and indeed thanks for everything you have done for AR good luck with everything!

nice to hear from ya...I hope everything goes well for you..good luck!

Wow, an unexpected return. Thanks for stopping in Ghost. I don't think there really are any hard feelings so feel free to stop in and say hi anytime. It was just a matter of you pulling a Ghost Poof!!! And a few of us got together to keep things rolling and many more followed. I'm glad things worked out here and I hope things work out for you as well. I hope you find the answers you are looking for. Stay in touch.

you dont got to worry no hard feelings here you have to do what is best for your life good to hear things are heading in a right direction goodluck in your lifes path

Extending to you positive vibrationes.

we havent forgot u, u are ever welcome here! wish u good luck in rl !!

Heey G-h-o-s-t
Hope you'll find what you need in RL. =]

Good luck with things in RL Dave. Hopefully things go well with Gwen if/when you guys do talk things out again.

Take care

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Just kidding ..ofcourse I remember you Dave..How could I forget..I have just good memories from you and old {AR} time...I hope that your life threaths you well now and everything is ok on your personal life..I havent played much now..not even once on new server..*Shame socks* ..but i will be back to ET later..and then I will play like i did before played.Im just not ready to play E.T yet..I have tryed to play some DayOfDefeat (Original) and some CounterStrike(Original) but i cant play much wargames.. and I cant even explain why..even on CO game i mostly just talk ..players killing makes me feeling sad and i think theres something on my brain that makes me feeling sad..to the end of my message I wanna say: I havent forgotted you my friend and I will ever forget, good memories will follow me and {AR} will have part of my heart as long as I live.

Glad to see are alive even if is delivering pizza (j/k)

The only bad thing I can reproach to you and Gwen is make this fantastic family we have cause sometimes is very hard can't hug an AR-brother/sister when he/she have an awful time.

Sweetness wrote:

Extending to you positive vibrationes.

I wish you the same Dave

I have been thinking of you and Gwen and have always had you two in my prayers. As we all have gone through so much together, this clan and the wondeful people in it, have always held their hand out to help ya up the cliff in very hard times. I miss ya, and hope you can get back soon. God Bless.......

Uh, I thought it was "always held their hand out to help ya down the cliff"

Hey welcome back, what mountains are you in? Winter is coming, hope you have you long johns ready, good to hear from you...Osoko ut..

Hee welcome back, i hope everything will work out for you in rl!

how could we forget kermit =)

Hey, happy to hear anything about you, must be hard to remember all players but i think all remember you. Greetz from Germany to you...

Good too see you survived Dave, I always have been grateful for the community and the things you taught me back in the day about leading a clan .

AR never was just a clan and thats why it has stuck and continues to survive after all these years.

Anywho glad to hear from you.